Apolige and CHRISTMAS



Ellie Saab 30ml

Hello Beauties,I am sorry for the previous, deppresing post. Sometimes i just feel like if you keep things bottled up for to long you can have a    sudden rush of emotions, so anyway apoliges for that.

Now on to a more cheery topic, CHRISTMAS yes i know its the 9th of november i just get far to excited :) Anyway i actually have a point to this post and it is to share with you what i am going to get for my family, so this could help you out for ideas maybe ??

OK so for the mumatron i am getting herElle Saab perfume, as i know she really wants it, although it is a little on the pricey side, £38.00 :/, my purse isn't the biggest fan of the tron ;) But she is definitely worth it, even if i do have to do overtime at work and get up at 7am on a Saturday morning :/

For my Dad, me and my brother are going to buy him a Kindle, as he loves reading and new gets a big present really, so we are changing that this year :) I believe they are around £80ish so we are going to pay £30 each and then my mum is donating us £20 hehe :) 

For the Bro i will probably get him a game ?? Which ever one he asks me for, he he :)


For my Sister, i am getting her the Logo board game and come fly with me season 1

 

OK so that is the family done, i hope this was helpful/interesting :) I have gone and done it by the way, started posting videos on YouTube, they aren't very good ATM, just because i am so busy ATM but they definitely will be improving so please go and subscribe, it would mean so much to me :)
My YouTube :)
Love You All Ellie :)

So Unhappy :(

Hello everyone,
I was going to start this post by saying that it is going to be something slightly different, but lets be honest i always do these sloppy emotional posts, where i can let out my feelings.This is directed at the people at school in my lessons.
 I may seem like a quiet shy girl, but inside there is a loud, outgoing, confident person that i once was before starting the place i now call my school, i was able to speak in lessons and be myself, but now i feel like a prisoner and i cant seem to stop feel sick and worried every time i have a lesson, this is because no one will ever talk to me a simple hello how are you today? would be nice. I was never expecting to be miss.popular but to be included and to feel included and welcomed into the school by people that feel at home after being there for 5 years. There seems to be now awareness and no empathy, people literally couldn't care less and this is something i cant rap my head around how is this possible that those students cant seem to realise that people are upset all the time, at least 3 people told me they went home and cry every night so chose to leave the school due to other people not making them feel welcome. I think this is disgusting why cant people put them selves in other peoples shoes, because i can bet that not all of those students would be able to cope with being thrown in to a new environment where everybody has known each other and thinks that they are some kind of super genius, and wont make any effort to speak to you. I don't want anyone to think i am this weired depressed freak because the answer is i am not, i am unhappy at this moment in my life. Well thanks to my beautiful followers hope you are all well :)



Love You All Ellie :) xxx